See, I told you that there will be a lot of sad story about me. My first blog will be about me and my gf. We broke up yesterday, more like 2 days ago now. Owww.... thank you for sympathy. Well, that's not what I need here. I just don't know how to tell my side of story to anyone.
After doing some research here and there, I guess it's all my fault. It's me who screw up the relationship. At this moment, I feel so bad. I felt so lonely and cold. It's not that I found someone outside, it's my attitude. My way of talking to her. My way of treating her right. Come to think of it, maybe I did not treat her right like what other boyfriend does. I don't deserve her.
The most important thing in a relationship is communications!!!! Right! That's what I lack of. Even at work, my boss told me off about my communications with my colleagues. Without communications couples doesn't last long. Ok. I know I'm wrong but what can I do? What can I say? I'm a type of person who is quiet. I don't like to fight. I don't like to argue. What people want me to do, I just do it. I did try to change. I want to change that. I need counselling. Anyone?
Right now, I just don't know how to patch things back with her. I really miss her. I still love her a lot. I want to move on like how she is right now, but my heart seems like doesn't want to move. I want to be with her. I still remembers the happy moments that we had together. And I don't know what I am babbling about.
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