Can't wait to go back to work

This CNY holiday is seem so long for me. Monday is coming in four more days and I feel like ages. It's only a week holiday and I can't take it anymore. Since the broke up, I have been loitering around KL and PJ wondering what to do with my life. Looking left and right, up and down hoping to bump into some friends I know and go for a drink. Oh well, you guys have a life, not like me.

While I was sitting down at a coffee parlour today, I did alot of thinking. Thinking about my darling. Wondering how is she and what is she doing. Wanted to call her or SMS her, but the guts are just not there. Afraid she might be annoyed. Nevertherless, I did some blogging just to stop me thinking about it. I was too brought away by this blooging till I skipped my dinner and I didn't even know about it. :) Good way for diet.

ARGHHHH!!! WORK!!!! I want to go back to work!!! Work keeps my mind off. I wish right now I can work till I drop dead. Besides, I love the company that I work for. Did you know I am The Most Dedicated Staff? Well, every begining of the year, we have to awards thingy for all the staff of all the country office in the company, like those Grammy Awards. There are alot of awards, The Most Dedicated Staff Awards, The Most Dedicated Newcomer Awards, The Top Sales Person, The Top Sales Company, The Most bla bla bla.... and so on. Well, I got The Most Dedicated Staff Awards and also another award which I forget already but all I know, I get a fully paid trip by the company to TURKEY FOR A WEEK!!!! YAHHOOOO!!!! Can't wait to be there. I'm planning to go to Greece as well. Try to negotiate with the boss that I want to go Turkey for 3 days and the rest at Greece. Hehehehe...

Well, that's why I love my job, I felt appreciated. I felt that my presence in the company, I felt I'm worthy there. Considering the $$bonus$$ that they gave me this year, I was even more overwhelmed. So that's why I want to go back to work so fast.

Why don't I just cancel my leave? I can't, it's a compulsary leave. If I go back to work now, there's nothing for me to do until next week because all my appointment are all pushed to next week. If I know what is going to happen to me this week, I would have volunteer my self to work even on the CNY. Damn! I feel so pointless everyday sitting at home and wandering around hoping a policeman will catch me and lock me up. Hahahahah.... That would be a new experience for me.

Ok. Enough of babbling, time to go and lie down on my soft and comfy bed. More thinking about what I want to do tomorrow. Sighs.