I don't know what I'm thinking. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. It seems it's hard for me to remember what love is anymore. How does love feels like? I'm numb. It's like my door to my heart is being shut tight. I want to open up but it seems that door is shut too tight and I can't open it.
After the last relationship, I felt that it's very hard for me to trust someone. I felt myself very fragile and I may break down anytime soon. It's not that I don't want to give anyone a chance, it's just that I need more time to heal I guess. I felt so miserable for the past 2 weeks. I don't know how to confess my feelings even thou someone confessed it to me their feelings. It's hard for me. I felt so insecure. It's not fair to me and also to anyone. I had to reject the love and I know I might regret it soon or later, but what I know, it's not the right time at the moment.
At the moment, I could see that I'm a damn evil person. I would say I don't miss you. I would also say, I don't want to see you anymore. I would say I have never wanted to care about you. I would say please leave me alone and forget about me. Yeap. That's me right now. Maybe I still afraid of being in love. Maybe I just need more time. Maybe........
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1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
2. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
3. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Agreed with 1st anonymous; who knows time will tell that the next someone you're gonna meet in future is meant for each other? Hope your painful heart will recover soon!
I know what's the feeling like. Been thru hell, got back. Met my soul mate and lost him. Looks like God got some weird sense of humour.
that why we will know how to appreciate the true love later....
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