Friday, October 12, 2007

Thank God It's Friday!

Every minutes is passing very slowly. Looking forward to go back home and sleep today. It's so boring today...... :( Anyway, I've make out some posibilities of who Anon#2 is......... Someone from friendster.....someone who stays in PJ....... someone whom I have never meet before...... someone whom refreshing my blog now and then...... LOL. That's a good start.

Some people might say I don't know how to appreciate what I going on around me right now. Some people might say, just becareful of what is going around me now. Some may even say, give yourself more time to heal and then only think about it. I would say, I want to be alone and think about it. Think of which one to choose..... Think of what will happen if I choose that....... Think of the consequences......

Have you ever feel that you are being loved and cared crazy-ly? Someone who likes you so much until they want to be with you every single day and night. I don't know about myself, but I felt scared. I felt like I'm being pushed to a corner and I got no where to run. I felt like I'm struggling for space and air. Sighs..... So hard to tell la.....

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's not even 2pm! SHIT!

Oh dear; here we go again.. 1st guess was wrong; I don't have a friendster account.. PJ? Wrong again.. and the rest you got it right =)

Doink; blog something new can?

-Anon#2-

Belik said...

What else do you want to hear?

Anonymous said...

=_+ kidding lah..it's yr blog =)



-Anon#2-

Belik said...

I've exposed too much of my life in here already..... no more secrets of myself anymore.... sighs.... no more fun....

Anonymous said...

i think u better dont force yourself. enjoy your holiday...1 person suffer better than 2 person.

showergal

Anonymous said...

Err; thats what blog are for? talk about life;love;work; and etc...? holidays ard the corner sure lotsa outings...think so much for what!?

-Anon#2-

Anonymous said...

happy holiday to u anon#2.so what's your plan for the holiday? enjoy ya ;)

showergal

Belik said...

No outings..... just stay at home or maybe go back to my parent's house.....

Belik said...

Unless Anon#2 want to meet up la...... :p

Anonymous said...

I'll be back to ma hometown tonight..miss the asam laksa + char kuey teow so much!

Meet up?! ha! ha! well; Yea someday! U still owe me the pinacolada

-Anon#2-

Belik said...

OK! You just reveal yourself.... A Penang people.... Hahahahahaha..

Belik said...

This seems like a chat space more than a blog space...

Anonymous said...

Then you should create a chatbox in your blog =)

-Anon#2-

Belik said...

OK.... I got a chat box in there already..... enjoy!

T@H@E@R@E@S@A@L said...

I know the feeling of being scared at such scenario. I also felt cornered but once I found breathing space, its not bad after all.
Key element to a relationship : Communication.
Easier said than done (true), but believe me, I suffered thru hell to learn this the hard way. It actually takes a lifetime to know a person better. Once you start opening up, it would be a while before you can complete a whole sentence. Once you're ready to love again, you'll even be amazed by your ownself.
"Love is God and God is Love."